It's so good to hear from you again. I am really sorry you are having such a bad time. There is nothing like the pre-surgery "uh-oh's" to get the adrenaline flowing. I will send up special prayers for you, that this will be the first step towards your new, better life. May G-d wrap you in His loving arms and grant you peace. There is a lovely Psalm about Him/the angels shielding us from harm with their wings -- I will look it up and post back. Meanwhile, will send love, hope, prayers and all good thoughts your way. Take care --
Love,
Lynda M. in AZ
"It was involuntary; they sank my boat." - John F. Kennedy, when asked how he'd become a hero