-- Karla
>----- Original Message ----- From: "Colette " <luckylady379@aol.com> To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS" <adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com> Sent: Monday, August 13, 2001 4:49 PM Subject: to Sally From Colette
> You know i really don't think i could do it but i think of it alot which > i know thats not healthy, I think its because I can't eat i have to > worry about everything that i put in my mouth and if i'm going to go the > next day! I know my kids need me! > I know you've had it rough i hope you are doing better and i'm so sorry > about that girl! Its not your fault really i think that it would of > happened anywhere she was exspecially if she was that bad off!! Years > ago i was babysitting a friends baby and his name was Tommy the baby > died of S I D S it was awful the guilt was worse she never blamed me! > She was actually glad i had the baby go figure!So on that aspect we have > something in common that feeling will go away i'm so sorry it happened > to you! I hope you are feeling ok? How is the INN doing? good i hope? > Well at least i have insurance and i can go to a mental health center > and see a doc. which i made an appt its Sept 28th with a gasteroligist! > I just don't know if i can endure all those test yuk!! I'v been having > extreme back and neck pain i understand the lower back but my neck? It > feels like its going to fall off! I was thinking about finding a family > doc. maybe he could give me something to help until the gasteroligist > appt>what do you think? I just don't know where to start here...should i > also call the gyn that did the surgery? I'm really confused! Hey you > take care i promise i'll post more and talk it out its just hard! But i > will try!! Ohh big hugs your way I love you! > Colette >