Dearest Karla,
Thank you for coming on again in the attempt to save one more suffering. You
are held deep in my heart and I pray that some day soon something will come
across that would help for us all. Evette we are many and we have been there.
Pain meds are keeping me very comfortable and functional.But still like Karla
said we are only trying to help not hurt you.We all know the suffering you
are going through it is hard to be in pain and no one to stop it.I felt like
i could have taken a knife and cut myself open and take something out. It was
hard to endure. But I could get through it with the help of people on this
board and reading Karlas story on the quilt and think I don't want to be at
that point.Atleast I have all my insides inside no ostomies.That almost
happened with one of my surgeries.And atleast I can control my pain by
limiting myself in ways to keep comfortable. I hope you understand that we
Love you and only don't want to see you in a life threatening
condition.Fighting for your life like Karla is.Good Luck in your decision.
Lillian