Caroline, Thank you for replying to my post. I am a woman on the verge, the verge of everything!!!! I too have gone the gambit seeking out the right doctors, the right treatments, and have gotten rejection after rejection. The last big wig doctor I had told me my pain was from being molested as a child, and my hysterectomy released this pain in my brain. Funny, I had to spend 4 thousand dollars to confirm that yes I did have more adhesions. I would sue in a heart beat if I thought i could. I thought pain managment had come a long way, but eveidently for me at least it is getting worse. I get told, work out, take an aspirin, and I hope youre not here for narcotics, because I don't prescribe them. I do not see how so many people have, or even can deal with this. It has only been one year for me, and that is one f.....year too long! I have moments when I just want to end it. I know this is normal, but for gods sake the meds are out there what is the problem? I do not get high from my meds, just relief. I am so angry and have never experienced this kind of anger before in my life. It is so self-humiliating.