I know that it is so hard sometimes to hold on; I think that many of us here feel that way at times (we just want to give up, are so tired of the pain). There is no answer for many of us, but to continue to hold on for our family, for ourselves. Please dig deep inside and find the courage and strength to go on living. The world would not be the same without a wonderful person like you. It will get better - there are the horrible days, the bad days, the not so bad days, and the days that we are able to find something to smile about. I know many of us feel so helpless, that there is no way out of this mess, but I just feel God will help us, somehow, some way, there is going to be an answer for us. Be strong Robin.
Love you,
Hellyun