To all my sweets on the board,
I'm sorry if I haven't posted as I would like to. And I'm sorry that this
email will bring you down. I can't take this pain any longer....no more. It
has taken over my spirit and I'm trying to hard to shake it off. If I don't
post for a while, please know that you all are in my prayers and I love you
all.
Today I told my husband if the pain is anything like it was yesterday, the
day before, and the weeks that have past, I'm going to the emergency room.
TODAY I'm going to the ER for any kind of help.
I'm so angry at all my doctors who are not listening to me when I say that
the pain meds they give me just isn't enough. I'm trying to catch up with my
pain with these pills and it's not working. I knew a day like today would
come along that I would loose it and the anger would really come out.
I love you all.....stay sweet, may you have no more pain,
Chrissie xo's