>----- Original Message -----
From: Destiny2606@aol.com
Sent: Friday, April 26, 2002 9:54 PM
To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS
Subject: Support
I am feeling very lost,alone,and very very sick. I have absolutley no support here at home noone cares whether I am sick or not and that hurts, and I come to this board because what I remember this board is very supportive and I really really need you all and your support. If not answers just some encourageing words. I have checked here for the past 2 days, and noone has bothered to respond to my post. It's nice to know that people out there actually read the messeges posted, but how am I suppose to know if there is no response? I know my post is typical of me, but I am at a very very low point right now, and all I wanted was just some words of encouragement, but didn't get it. Is it because I have contributed to the board? If so, I am very very sorry. my pain has me totally immoble sometimes and I cannot always be on the computer. I am lucky when I can get on. Please don't take this as a put down or being mean in any way, I am just disappointed,I am also in alot of pain, so much pain that I wish I could just curl up and die right now. Please understand that I need you all, I know I am hardly here but you guys are always on my mind. I am sorry if this is taken the wrong way, I honestly have no clue what I am saying,alot of it is the disappointment of my reoccuring pain and also being medicaded beyond coharence.
Bonnie