Dear SAlly,
Your right we need to be stronger but with all I have been through these past
few weeks I don't need these kind of people around cutting us. Since Easter
Sunday I have been in a very low health situation. I know others are feeling
bad but I didn't have time or energy to help others. I stayed 2 weeks out of
work sick in bed,found myself in front of my DAds picture on my knees with my
head between my arms crying and wanting to die. Not in pain but sick and
depressed. I called my angel and she helped me get back to my senses.I came
here to get my sanity back and get help from you all here to find this nasty
stupid email cutting us and I couldn't help but loose it.This person must be
beyond help to do this to us. I have been here for a year and every question
I can think of you guys have answered to the best of your ability. Helen
comes across with the heavy stuff to dig to find the answers for help. All
of you have become a family to me. Its hard to cope with I have always been
this SUPERWOMAN and able to do all kinds of things and I found myself having
to rely on others to help me get up and do things just simple tasks and that
about wiped me out. I was looking for Dr Kavorkian. I wanted to hang it up.
My life was no longer worth living. I don't come here saying all that but
maybe this person needs to know I am in as bad a shape as anyone else here.We
aren't making money off this site just Love and support.I need all of you
thats right and that is why I have chosen to stay and ignore the idiots.
Love All Of you with all my heart and I pray that all of you are painfree
tonight.
Lillian