Depression's Web
depression settles familiarly in the night, softly, easily, enfolding in its embrace all my desires, no hope or fond dream withstands its weblike strands, they are all gathered in and jumbled together, no ray can penetrate its steathly darkness and i wake, more wan and tired than the day before.
Please get help. Everyone needs help. Call a priest, a doctor or a friend. Just call someone who can be there with you now.
We love you.
kcmo rose
At Thu, 6 Jun 2002, Browkenwing wrote:
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>I just can't handle this anymore! Adhesions have
>taken everything away from me! My family and I have
>suffered enough!! I left my husband and two boy's
>today and I don't even know where I am going I have no place to go! I am
>so full of anger and pain! I am sooooo tired of waking up to face this
>day after day with Noooo hope in site! I know I am just feeling sorry
>for myself but I have tried everything possible! My husband and my boy's
>mean the
>world to me they are my whole life but this pain has
>distroyed me, I don't even know who I am anymore! I have just been
>driving around and you know what my oldest son was right, The pain goes
>where ever I go!!My husband has always
>been there for me through everything! It just is not fair to
>them anymore! I can't be the wife and mother I used to be
>because adhesions have taken that from me tooo!I have
>lost all faith in everything and everyone! Please keep
>my family in your prayers cause I can't do it anymore!I am
>not sure where I am going from here? I feel like I have
>totally lost my mind! You are the only ones that really know how I feel!
>Thanks for listening and being my Friends!
>
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> ~Browkenwing~
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