Sorry, you're having a bad day. Make a list of all the negative things happening to you today and throw the paper in the waste basket. Then make one of all the positive reasons you love life, example, your beautiful children, and put it on the refrigerator. I understand that it's easier said than done but it can sometimes help. It's not my business, but, i'm going to say it anyway, why don't you ask your boyfriend to help? Not on a long term but for now. I'm sure you'd be so releived if one of your problems would be solved for now. When we have other problems other than pain troubling us the pain gets worse because of the stress. I know, i live it. Anyway, i'll pray that you feel better tomorrow. Your friend. Odette. xx
At Mon, 24 Jun 2002, Brenda wrote:
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>Hey everybody, well has not been a very good monday. Been in pain all
>day then because I can't work financially I am strapped and I have just
>had enough I don't know what to do anymore just feel like my life is
>falling apart and I have no controll of anything anymore. When I was
>working I was finacially secure. I use to be good at keeping my
>finances in order and on top of all my bills. Now slowly everything is
>falling apart. I do have a boyfriend but part of me doesn't want help
>from him cause I wasnt to do things on my own so that I can say I did
>it. I am sorry I am babbling on just really tired of all this. You
>know the worse thing is I feel like just giving up I know I can't cause
>I have kids to think about. But how can anyone live with adhesions and
>try and get yourself fix to be pain free and to deal with lifes little
>problems that come up. It is so darn hard and to tell you the truth I
>just want to run away. I have been crying all day and try to figure out
>what to do. You know sometimes I feel that nobody really understands
>what I am going through. I am sorry I gonna just go but just felt I
>need to write how I was feeling.
>Well Love you all.