Hello to all of you here!!!!! What a wonderful blessing each of you are. I am
so sorry it has taken me so long to write in, even though I am pain free I
am still very sore in places and it is hard to sit at the computer. The
doctors totally reconstructed my vaginal cuff and also removed 3 spots from
inside my bladder for biopsy. So they had to go in through my side also and
that has been very sore. I am still spotting and having bloody urine, but
hopefully that will stop soon. I am really feeling great!!!! As Tish told you
all I do feel so guilty about being pain free while all of you are still
suffering. I wish I could take all of your pain away. I am slowly but surely
regaining my life back and it is so wonderful!!!! I no longer am on any pain
meds, which I love but apparently my body didn't and did start horrible
withdrawls. I am taking Methodone now and it really helps. The only side
effect from that is the nausea and vomiting but it is getting better. I never
want to even see a pain pill again!!!!! I also want to thank each of you for
all your prayers for my sister, she is back home and doing great. After I had
posted on here about her and everyone was emailing me and letting me know
that you were praying for her, I called her and she was just so excited she
told me that the doctors had just come in and put the tube with the camera on
it down her nose into her throat to look and when they told her that the
swelling was going down she told them that she knew she was better because
her sister was praying and had others praying for her!!!!!! It was just such
a miracle!!!! Before all of our prayers they were just fixing to place her on
a breathing tube. WHAT A WONDERFUL GOD WE SERVE!!!!!!!!!! So after 2 days in
ICU and 2 days in a regular room she returned home to her beautiful three
children and husband!!!!! I just love you all so very much the power that
this group here has in joining together and sending prayers for those in need
is just so great!!!!! Now that I am feeling better I am going to start
helping all of you here in getting the help you all so deserve. I will do all
within my power to contact the people that need to be contacted to call for
answers in this battle. But most of all each day I am going to set aside time
and my kids and I will hold special prayer for you guys. If any of you need
anything please ask me and if I can't help you I will try and find someone
who can. I love you all and once again thank you. Tish if you are reading
this, I love you girl and will talk to you soon. Angie and Lynn I love you
too, I will send a personal note to all as soon as I can stay up and on the
computer without getting sick at my stomach. I don't want to leave anyone out
and right now my head is kinda foggy from the Methodone, so please bare with
me just a few more days!!!!! Bobbi I am thinking of you and praying for you.
I hope you all have a wonderful painfree day!!!!!
LOTS AND LOTS OF HUGS
SHAWNNA L.