At Sun, 22 Sep 2002, cindy shruhan wrote:
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>HI, ITS CINDY SHRUHAN, AND I NEED TO BRING THIS PROBLEM I'M HAVING TO
>THE BOARD, PLEASE TELL ME WHY MY BM'S ARE NOT NORMAL, THEY COME OUT SO
>MISFORMED, I TALKED TO TINA ON THIS, AND SHE DID GIVE ME SOME INFO, BUT
>I HAVE LOOKED FOR OTHER MEMBERS WITH THIS PROBLEM, IM NOT FINDING
>ANYONE...SO I THINK WE NEED TO BRING THIS QUESTION, AS UGLY AS IT
>IS...MY BM'S COME OUT BENT, KINKED, FOLDED OVER, WEIRD SHAPES, ALSO VERY
>SKINNY ONES..WHY IS THIS NOT IN ANY INFO THAT IM LOOKING INTO, IF IT IS
>I CAN'T FIND IT...PLEASE, GIVE ME HELP ON THIS, I'M GETTING SCARED, I
>KNOW THIS TOPIC IS NOT ONE THAT WE WISH TO BRING UP, BUT THIS IS MY
>PROBLEM, AND I NEED HELP, AND ADVISE...THIS SCARES ME ALSO, I DO NOT
>HAVE ANY SENSATIONS AT ALL, WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING A BM, I CANT PUSH,
>IT DOES NO GOOD, I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY BM'S, IM BEDRIDDEN, SO THANK
>GOD I CAN JUST RUN TO THE BATHROOM, BUT IM NOT MAKING IT, IM SOILING
>MYSELF ALOT, NOW USING SOMETHING TO STOP IT FROM LEAKING
>EVERYWHERE...ALSO I DONT HAVE ANY SENSATION TO URINATE, I KNOW I NEED TO
>GO, AND I DO, BUT I DONT FEEL THE URGE...AGAIN I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY
>BM'S, I CANT LEAVE MY HOUSE, I GOT CAUGHT IN ALBERTSON'S MARKET, AND I
>HAD NO IDEA THAT IT WAS LEAKING DOWN MY LEG, UNTIL THAT WARM FEELING HIT
>MY LEG, I MADE IT TO THE CAR, AND CRYED SO HARD, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO,
>WHO TO TURN TO, EXCEPT ALL MY FAMILY AT IAS...IF ANYONE HAS MORE INFO ON
>THIS REALLY BAD PROBLEM, DEAR GOD TELL ME.....I REFUSE TO GO ANYWHERE,
>THIS HAS HAPPENED WHILE IN MY PHD'S OFFICE ALSO, PLUS VOMITING...ANOTHER
>QUESTION, WHY IS THERE NO INFO ON THIS MISFORMED BM'S...I KNOW I CANT BE
>THE ONLY ONE OUT THERE WITH THIS....THIS IS A DAILY THING, AT LEAST 4
>BM'S A DAY, ALL DIAREEHEA, EXCUSE MY SPELLING PLEASE...AND I CANT
>CONTROL ANY OF THEM...HOW I THANK ALL OF YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, I
>KNOW SOMEONE WILL HELP ME, THANK GOD YOUR ALL OUT THERE FOR US....AGAIN,
>CAN WE BRING THIS PROBLEM TO THE ATTENTION OF THE BOARD, AS THERE IS NO
>INFO NOW..OR IS THERE, IF SO I CANT FIND IT....WAITING IN TEARS....LOVE
>YOU ALL..BIG HUGS, AND KISSES...GOD BLESS YOU ALL....LOVE, AND FRIEND
>CINDY SHRUHAN