If it helps I can understand, because I have been living with chronic depression/anxiety for most if not all of my life. I am 48 years old, and have been on medication for both for what seems forever. Sometimes it does not seem to work. It is horribly exhausting, along with drain that results in mental exhaustion. It is unbearably frustrating, because the talk that it is supposed to help seem to exacerbate it. I wish I could be of more help.
God help us all. Y.