This is my first time e-mailing. I have been reading all of these
e-mail and in everyone I fell like I'm reading my life.I have had alot
of surgerys. Appendex,Hyster,Colon,C-section Lap.on and on. Dr's have
said it's in your head,I need a shrink, on and on. There's nothing else
they can do live with it and take Ducolax everyday. I have been in so
much pain for so long Dr's think I a drugy.Ha.Ha I hate to take
anything.What hurts the most is when my little girl says mommie teach me
how to ride my bike and I say mommie is hurting. When I look outside
and see her and her daddy running and playing hide and seek,and pray one
day I going to run with them.When it takes everything you have to get
out of bed and take her to school in the mornings. I do have pitty
parties but sometimes I have to stop and still look at others around
me.I walk in pain but I can see.I walk in pain ,but I can walk. I hear
her laugh and my ears and working. Each day I have to keep finding my
strength in God. God has given man knowledge,and I would like to ask if
you all would pray with me that He would send the knowledge. After we
pray then we should keep Praising Him for the answers.Everytime we are
in pain praise Him for the answers. When people think we are crazy,
praise for the answers.One can put a thousand to
flight and two can put ten thousand to flight. Think what our praises
could do.
I am in the North Carolina area if you know if a caring dr. that you
have worked with and that will listen please let me know. We can't
loose hope,then were would we be? Do some thing today for someone else.
Call,send and note.
Clean out a closet and bless someone. When we are in pain and take our
eyes off of our problems and focus on someone else that is when we get
our needs and prayers answered.I ask the Lord everyday to help me learn
from this day and what I learn help me to help others. That is what we
are doing on this website. Helping others and making new friends along
the way. God bless you all and thank you for your help and prayers.
Benita