Dee all my heart and prayers are going out
to you but please just dont give up maybe the
lord is not done working in your life right now
I understand that at times it gets so hard to
keep going to keep fighting I am 39 yrs old I
will be 40 yrs old in April I first got sick in
Oct 88 i have had a complete hystrectomy,
gallbladder appendix and Monday I was just
discharged from being in the hospital for 3 1/2
week for my 19 small bowel obstruction sugery
I dont tell you this to get sympathy just to try
to help you understand that you are not alone in
what you are feeling I know there have been so many
times that I just feel that I have fought enough
and was tired of being poked and feeling like a
ginnie pig .There are still times I want to give up
but if the lord wants me home he will send form me
in his time not mine . When things get hard to
deal with and you cant take it day by day then
you take it hour by hour just set yourself small
goals call your pastor or family or a friend to
come over and pray with you . We have to let
Everything go and put it in his hands and let
his will be done . I will be here if you
need to talk to someone just im me or
email me Take care and God Bless