I am ready to throw in the towel and the only reason I haven't yet is
because I have 2 small children and a husband. I cannot deal with the
pain any longer and the inability to eat. I have had 2 laparoscopies.
The first being totally unnecessary. I have no one to talk to. My
husband thinks God will heal me and my mom just gets upset and says I
have psychiatric issues(who wouldn't!) I can't enjoy anything anymore.
Has anyone ever felt this desperate but finally found help. If so, who
helped you? I can't do this much longer. It has been 2 years and I have
cried every day since the first surgery. I feel emotionally dead and
don't want to be physically dead but right now I don't feel any
difference.