It's the "cheery" Chrissie posting today. I'm usually good in posting
only positive things but today, after a trip to my pain doctor, I don't
know if I have anymore cheer in me. I know what helps my pain so why,
why does a doctor NOT listen to me? Why do I have to go to doctor to
doctor just to find one that will listen to me? I'm am getting very
tired of this and don't know how much more I have left in me. I feel so
very alone. My husband really doesn't want to hear it anymore. My long
term disability is looking as if it will be denied because my condition
is pre-existing. There are other things going on in my life that are
not positive and I feel as if I can't even catch a break. Maybe I'm
just venting to people who do listen to me. Or maybe, I just had
enought today and I can't take it anymore. When I feel like this, I
tell myself tomorrow will be better and today is just a mood. So,
that's probably what will happen - I'll feel better tomorrow. Thanks
for letting me vent.