My heart goes out to you...I have so recently felt the same feelings and jitters you describe! I had so much confidence in the surgeons I had chosen, but even that didn't prevent my panic and jitters, especially the week before surgery...all your fears and 'what ifs' are normal! I'd be willing to bet that most of us get more apprehensive with each surgery...I certainly have.
Well, the good news is that yesterday around 6 pm, I realized I hadn't felt any pain all day. My surgery was March 15, and this, April 17, was my first almost completely pain free day!
I hope that you have done your research, and that you are in the hands of a surgeon who can help you with your adhesions...I would love to hear that you are pain free soon.
Feel free to e-mail me directly anytime, Karen, I'll be thinking of you.
Love and big hugs,
Janet
P.S. I'm 33 too.