I'm truly sorry to hear about all the horrific things you've gone through. Am really glad to see you over here though -- welcome! There are some of the best people ever on this list...people who listen, understand and offer gentle, pain-free hugs in abundance.
I hope today is a pretty good day for you, and that tomorrow will be better still.
Love,
Lynda M. in AZ
"If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself but to your own estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment." -Marcus Aurelius