My Dearest Tami,
I am so glad that you have made your decision..and i pray now that you
have peace about it...i truly think you made the right decision..for
more reasons than just one..for the most part because i just dont think
you need any more surgery until you can have spray gel..for sure..and
also because i just dont think it would have been a good idea...if you
were
not mentally prepared for it..the healing process would have taken a
whole lot longer because your stress level would probably have been
higher than a kite..
So now i will be praying hard that your Pain Dr..will find a good pain
program and get you as comfy as possible..so that your quality of life
willl be a whole lot better than it has been.....and you will be able to
work and do what you have to do in life...until you can have surgery and
the barrier..so you can be completely free of ARD..and completely free
of this monster pain and all that goes with it....yeahhhh what a neat
thought huh...
So now when do you go back to work?? or had you been off getting ready
for surgery??? i cant remember whether you were off or not..haaa
somedays i cant even remember my own kids names..i guess thats from all
the meds....
Im still going to send you something in the snail-mail..i had already
gotten it for you..and was going to send it ..as a comfort gift for
after surgery..but now we can just call it a Non Surgical Comfort
Gift...hehehe...'
Or a Just Because Your My Buddy..gift..or just whatever ..anyway be
looking for that ok..
You keep me updated Tami-Girl..as to how your feeling and what the pain
Doc decides to do..ok..
Im praying for comfort for you as always girl.
Much Love and Hugs...
Tish