I personaly want to thank you guys that replyed to me. You really lifted my spirits. I cannot name each one I don't want to leave anyone out. I shouldn''t have came out yelling like that but I can't take it anymore, I am at the end of my rope. I just want them to understand a little bit. Or even if they don't understand at least fake it. I was really upset because it is our anniversary today, we have been married 4 years but together for 9 years. He makes me mad on occasion we rarely fight he is the love of my life,
Thanks for all the advice, I think I will go sit in the tub and see if it helps.