My dear, what mistakes did you make that we should know about, if you
don't mind my asking. Also there is a cure for everything. We may not be
informed about all of the procedures available to us as of yet, but there is
a cure out there somewhere. Please dont give up on living a great life even
though you are in substancial pain. God Loves you and we do too. If you
decide to give up on anyone, or anything, give up on continually seeking
Dr.'s. I felt like you do in a sense, at one time and I gave up on seekig
Dr.'s. I sought The Lord Christ Jesus and told Him that I had no one to turn
to for help. I told Him that I was tired of living, but that I wasn't about
to give up on Him. I asked Him that if I gave it all to Him and let Him make
the decisions on who to seek, that if He sent me to someone, that I would
know that it wasn't my decision and that it was His. A few days later I
received a call telling me to go to Phoenix. I went and was turned down by
every Dr. in the building, however the Dr. that The Lord had chosen for me
wasn't in the building at that time, so I waited around and asked quesions
about who all was capable of doing the neccessary surgury that I desperatly
needed. This man came in and called my name. He said that no one in the
building was willing to treat me due to the severity of my injuries. However
he said that he wasn't going to just leave me in such pain and unable to have
the chance to hopefully walk again someday. I had a sixteen hour surgury the
following day, and after eight years I am just now beginning to get around my
house. Naturally I went from a wheelchair, to a walker, to using two canes
and having chronic pain whether or not I was in bed or out of bed. I still
suffer with chronic pain 24-7, but I am just now beginning to use one cane,
even when I go outside. Naturally I have to be careful when getting around,
and I have a weight limit of ten pounds, but I am beginning to get around a
bit. Had I not listened to The Lord as I promised, I might be in the same
shape, if not worse than if I hadn't listened to Him. So give yourself a
chance and give God a chance to lead you beside the still waters. God is
faithful and does not lie. God has His own schedule on the way He does
things, so please be patient if you decide to lay your troubles in His hands.
It surely wont hurt to give God a try, especially when man has given you no
chance for recovery. I was told to learn to live in a wheelchair and be happy
to be alive, but my Bible says that Jesus came to give us life, and life more
abundantly. Please give this some thought. You have nothing to lose but time,
and remember that patience is a virtue. I will keep you in my prayers, and
May God Bless You Always............Dave