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-- SueR in Ohio>----- Original Message ----- From: "Dalene" <Deett@aol.com> To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS" <adhesions@dns.obgyn.net> Sent: Wednesday, July 02, 2003 10:45 PM Subject: Pain
> It seems to be getting more difficult to work at my job now.I just > finished seeing my pain dr who put me on demerol for the pain.But I > don't like being on pain medication of any kind unless I am in serious > pain. I just had my 10th surgery and lost 4 pints of blood in less than > 30 minutes. I am so scared now, because this pain is not going away and > I am too afraid that I may lose my job. I have been taking care of my > mother who's health is not good and have been helping her out the best > that I can under the circumstances.I love my job and my company knows > the disease that I have. I am under FMLA intermittinly only.It last for > only 3 mos at a time. So everytime my FMLA is going to expire, my > primary care dr just fills out FMLA forms again.The last surgeon I had > almost killed me. He did not care if I had lived or died. I know > eventually I'll have to have surgery again soon, but I am trying to put > it off so that I can finish my bankrupcty with my attorney. I sometimes > wish I would die on the operating table so that I wouldn't have to put > so much pressure on my mom and sis. I just hate putting them thru this > all the time. I have my good days and more often lately bad days. I > know in my heart that this last surgeon made a horrible mistake on me to > which I have to live with for the rest of my life. I even have pictures > to prove he wronged me. I am so grateful for finding this site and I > pray for each and every sufferer with ARD. I can't afford to go to > Germany for surgery, but God has helped me along the way. Please pray > for me. > Thanks > Dalene >