I AM BACK TO SEE MY CONSULTANT TO MORROW TO GET THE RESULTS OF MY LAST
STAY IN HOSPITAL WHICH WAS SIX WEEKS AGO,I DO NOT SUPPOSE HE WILL TELL
ME ANYMORE THAT I KNOW MYSELF IF ONLY HE COULD FIND A PAIN RELIEF THAT
WOULD LASTE VERY TIME I GET PAIN I GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF PAINKILLERS
AND END UP ON MORPHINE WHICH I HATE AS I END UP IN BED FOR DAYS ON END
AND START TO FEEL VERY DOWN IN MYSELF,IS THERE ANY END TO OUR PAIN I
FIND IT SO HARD TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE I CAN NEVER PLAN AHEAD AS I NEVER
KNOW FROM ONE HOUR TO THE NEXT WHEN MY PAIN IS GOING TO BE SO BAD I
CANNOT WALK WITH IT (SORRY ABOUT THE MOAN )
TAKE CARE
MARIAN