I want to give up
From: Ann Marie Endres (blueis88@optonline.net)
Sun Jul 9 19:41:36 2006
I have had enough. I am in so much pain right now. It has never been this
bad. I can barely move. I have been off from work for the past 2 weeks and
I am scheduled to go back on Monday (I am an Assistant Instructor in a
special ed school.) My husband walked in tonight after work and said
"should I bring you to the hospital"? I said I didn't know what to do. The
last time I spoke to my doc, he said he would see me when the pain was so
bad and I was not handling it well. I am on Levorphanol for pain and 400
mcg of Actiq. They are not helping. Usually for me when the pain is this
bad I have a cyst. Hopefully it will burst on its own tonight. The sooner
the cysts goes away the sooner my pain will calm down. I guess I have done
enough venting and whinning, lol.
Thanks again to all. It is great just to know that I am not alone.
Ann Marie
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