Re: Positive thoughts, Toni--Keep fighting!

From: Michele (michele@iccom.com)
Tue May 25 10:51:54 1999


Toni- I had to help my Grandmother too. I loved her dearly and it was hard because no one else could help and I was sick too.

I had ORS removed last year. That was a success. Took too long to get it diagnosed though so I went to a specialist. It can usually be removed. They use TVS, US, and estrodiol tests. Mine showed up and didn't change with depo-provera. So, it's wonderfully gone now. I think my doctor I have now took a good guess on the large colon bit and he was right, but that's because he's sees huge numbers of endo patients. Ultimately, other tests should be done.

I think it's ok to take a break but we can't give up trying to get through each day. I'm hoping that things will improve but I have no lofty ideas about adhesion reformation. I just didn't want to cause a blockage. UGH. So far it's ok.

We're all going to be ok. I don't have a blockage and that can sound patronizing. Sometimes, I put some flowers on sale on my table and stare at those forever, or listen to music, or anything that works for you to just tune out. Pain killers- I didn't have to go to high on the chain. I was lucky. That's no fun either.

Hugs, Michele

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At Tue, 25 May 1999, toni welsh wrote:
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>At Mon, 24 May 1999, Michele wrote:
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>>Hi Toni-
>>The good news is that the "apron" of the omentum had mostly wispy
>>adhesions.  With the scope, just moving it, some of the adhesions broke
>>lose, but it only takes one nasty one to move something where it ought
>>not to be.  (Like I need to tell you that, sounds like you've been
>>through so much).  With the large bowel, it's already to the left and
>>move it further up and left.  From reading your post, I'm glad it had
>>never gone to the right.
>>
>>I think the positive thought is that although adhesions were found
>>pelvically and abdominally, I was believed.  I didn't have pain with
>>bowel movements...a little after but not that much.  I'm here and still
>>fighting.  Doctors sold me hysterectomy as a solution and I believed
>>them.  No children.  With ORS, it took me a year to find someone to do
>>an ultrasound.  For me, the darkest times were when I was not believed
>>and no one was doing anything.
>>
>>At least I was believed by this doctor.  I don't think he's without
>>flaws, I think it just took me too much time to find someone who heard
>>me.  I'm 33 yrs old, and have had endo since my teen years.
>>
>>I'm really sorry you are going through so much--I think it's nice to
>>know that you are being thought of and not alone.  I hope to God these
>>gels and new films help.
>>
>>Take Good Care,
>>Michele
>>
>>>Hi Michele,
>>>
>>>I had adhesions so bad on the omentum, that the dr did an omenectomy, he
>>>removed it hoping thatthis would keep the adhesions rom forming so easy.
>>>he had said that this is wherethey seem to be when he does alot of gyn
>>>surgery.
>>>
>>>That wqs done th efirst laparotomy in april, because adhesons had
>>>adhered to the last ovary, and the bowels was all shifted to the right
>>>side and he could not find the ovary.  He then removed the last ovary,
>>>but i was still in pain after the surgery, so he did a laparoscopy in
>>>august to findthat he could not get through to far due to very dense
>>>adhesions, he thought they would still be wispy, so he schedued
>>>anotherlaparotomy in sept.  I had extensie adhesons all over the loops
>>>of small bowel, and the adhesions had pulled the tranverse colon(lg
>>>bowel) and was stuck to the pelvic floor, and he said it was smothering
>>>my small bowels.  Now I see a pain dr, and she is tryig to help with
>>>meds and counseling, now I struggle with even moving bowels, I suffered
>>>so bad I hadd taken a laxative, and tonss of prune juice which usually
>>>makes me go within an hour, ut I finallt told my husband to getme an
>>>enama, and I did go after that, but it still hurts bad to have a bowel
>>>movement.  I too m looking for positive thoughts, if anyone has ANY!!
>
>Michele,
>
>So you have been diagnosed with ORS? I still am wonderig about that with
>me, i have so much right sidd pain, where the lastavary was, and another
>gyn had nentioned this to my dr, but he sais he would have seen it in
>there during the second laparotomy, so i am still confused.
>
>I had stpped premarin for a lng time to se if the hot flashes would come
>back, and the one gyn said if they did not come back, there could be a
>small tissue that got stuck since the adhesions were so thick, and the
>bowels were seriously attached to it, but my gyn says there is no need
>to do another ultrasound, he said he knows I have no more masses as I
>did before all the surgery.  Just wondering how you convinced your dr to
>check this and how!
>
>I increased the senekot last night , but the bowels are gettig harder to
>move them, I do not want to take another enema, I was desperatesaturday!
>
>Let me know how you are doing, and believe me I am trying to keep my
>head up but it gets harder everyday! I at least know that eventually my
>gyn will do a lap when the time comes, right now I do not know how long
>the pain enter plans on treating me, she did say for quite sometime, how
>long I do not know.  I feel somewhat better when it comes to the pain in
>the legs and incision, but the lower pulling pain all along the lower
>pelvis is still there, I gues by the way my pain dr talked, that pain is
>hard to treat with pain killers!
>
>Better get soething done around here, so I can go to nursing home to
>visit my sick grandmother!
>
>Toni, Sorry about the typing this web tv keyboaed is very touchy!
>
>--
>hi kristy,
>I have not been able to find the adhesions forum, nd have been off , computerdied, and now we are on web tv.
>
>I am having alot of trouble with the bowels, and now they say i have become very high risk to obstruct, and I am trying to forgt about it, but it is real worry, itis getting harder to go, and they say it is VERy important for me to go everyday, I cannot even getout of the house early.
>
>i am now on 900 mgs of neurotin, and oxycontin, which seems to help SOME!
>
>My new address is welsh1@webtv.net
>hope you can email me this web tv is NEW to me, have to figure it out, now I cannot find any of my friends!
>

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